Fear

I fear that the new signs of infection in the head/brain will result in a sudden crash of my brain's functioning sometime  during the next couple of weeks. I'll keep you updated. The 'telephone doctor' gave me the option to check into the local hospital two days ago, but I haven't used the opportunity.. yet. And now the appointment might have be cancelled. I want to go, but it's cold outside at night, and I sleep during the day. I'm kind of apathetic since I expect them to shrug and call me 'a healthy young man'.